Out of Focus: Confessions of a New York TV Camera Crew - Paperback
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by Alan Horowitz (Author)
HE WAS RIGHT...I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED.
"Hey, man. You should go. Get out of here...NOW."
I never saw his face. Only...his helmet. The back of his dull black firefighter's jacket...walking away. His name...emblazoned across. Yellow reflective stripes...shining.
That...was it...
I never told a soul. Never divulged to anyone...that I'd made it Down There.
Not sure why. Shame? Fear? Survivors guilt? Really...I don't know. But I never wrote about it. Never spoke about it. Not to family, friends, colleagues. Not a word. Not to anybody.
Ever...
I have to write this. For my sake...not yours. I need to deal with this.
I Can't Stop Crying...Dreaming of the Dying.
THE HOT SUN WAS ICY COLD.
AND JUST LIKE THAT...I EXISTED ONLY IN A
BLACK-AND-WHITE WORLD.
A WORLD TRADE CENTER WORLD.
A CACOPHONY OF CHAOS...
DISSONANCE...DISCORD...DISCONNECT.
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